Goldblossom's Daily Blog
gosh..like the minute i put amitola's pic up here yesterday..i was thinking to self..prolly going to jinx it..my challange i just started yesterday..is focused on the hong kong disney trip amitola and i have planned..he asked me to marry him..he asked me perhaps on the trip..we will marry there..here is the thing..the minute i agreed it was a possibility..today..he is fearful..saying he knows i am the perfect girl for him..but now he is not sure about marrying me..that it is not he wants his freedom or the grass is greener..it is some "unknown" fear..so..i hope i did not jinx my entire challange..i will focus on the disney trip as Why i want to do well on the challange..but to be honest..all the security i have felt with amitola ...he has pulled it right out from under me..men..and they call US STRANGE??? RIGHT!!
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